And on the first day of Unleavened Bread, when they sacrificed the Passover lamb, his disciples said to him, "Where will you have us go and prepare for you to eat the Passover?" And he sent two of his disciples and said to them, "Go into the city, and a man carrying a jar of water will meet you. Follow him, and wherever he enters, say to the master of the house, 'The Teacher says, Where is my guest room, where I may eat the Passover with my disciples?' And he will show you a large upper room furnished and ready; there prepare for us." And the disciples set out and went to the city and found it just as he had told them, and they prepared the Passover. And when it was evening, he came with the twelve. And as they were reclining at table and eating, Jesus said, "Truly, I say to you, one of you will betray me, one who is eating with me." They began to be sorrowful and to say to him one after another, "Is it I?" He said to them, "It is one of the twelve, one who is dipping bread into the dish with me. For the Son of Man goes as it is written of him, but woe to that man by whom the Son of Man is betrayed! It would have been better for that man if he had not been born." And as they were eating, he took bread, and after blessing it broke it and gave it to them, and said, "Take; this is my body." And he took a cup, and when he had given thanks he gave it to them, and they all drank of it. And he said to them, "This is my blood of the covenant, which is poured out for many. Truly, I say to you, I will not drink again of the fruit of the vine until that day when I drink it new in the kingdom of God." And when they had sung a hymn, they went out to the Mount of Olives. And Jesus said to them, "You will all fall away, for it is written, 'I will strike the shepherd, and the sheep will be scattered.' But after I am raised up, I will go before you to Galilee." Peter said to him, "Even though they all fall away, I will not." And Jesus said to him, "Truly, I tell you, this very night, before the rooster crows twice, you will deny me three times." But he said emphatically, "If I must die with you, I will not deny you." And they all said the same.
- Mark 14:12-31 ESV
Jesus sends the disciples out to find a man carrying a jug of water. This is a strange and very difficult task. They are in a city that is swelled with pilgrims and they are to find one man. He would be strange to be carrying water, but still a super hard task. It would have been supernatural to complete this task. Not only that, but Jesus said that they would find a larger upper room prepared and ready to go. And they found it as described.
This sets the expectations of a Passover unlike any other. There is a difference from other Passover meals they had attended, this is the first Communion. But then Jesus says that someone in this room would betray Him. The awkwardness of this meal would've been palpable. The disciples would've wondered who would do this, surely not I each would've thought.
The passover meal would consist of the following: Unleavened bread, a roasted lamb, a bowl of salt water, bitter herbs, and four cups of wine. The salt represented the tears and the bitter herbs represented the bitterness of slavery. The cups of wine represented the promises of God to the nation of Israel.
This is a set of scenes. Each one shows joy and pain in alternate fashion. The joy of passover, the darkness of betrayal. The introduction of a new passover observation, communion, followed by the pain of abandonment of Jesus by his disciples.
How would our lives look different, if we lived knowing that God will come to us in our pain, difficulties, and suffering?
Jesus shared this special meal with the disciples. He knew of their future failures. The upcoming betrayal and abandonment. He shared with those who were going to hurt him. He shared knowing this all. So it is with us, ready to sell Him out for a bit of entertainment, a bit of distraction, a little pleasure. We are ready to follow Him until he asks for something we can't or won't give up. Jesus comes with love seeing our wayward hearts and lives. He sees our brokenness and still draws near. He knows we don't deserve it, but still he hands us the bread, broken for you. He hands us the cup, poured out for you. He comes for us, even when it requires suffering for Him, because He wants to draw us near and love us still.